HAPPY BIRTHDAY GEWEKU!!! FINALLY U ARE NINETEEN YEARS OLD <3 OH YEAHHHHH 

saengil chuekka sayangku!! this is one step closer to adulting awww and this is your last teen in your life and girll you should enjoy you day !!!

Dear farah, heheh first of all i want to say as usual aku sumpah not good at words but i will try my best hehe sorry ah kalau macam rojak sebab aku suka rojak okay gurau hehe. Farah , I know you have told me that getting older will make you feel worried about everything but trust me i know you can get through everything or anything . Trust me put all your worries on god inshaallah everything will be okay! Its normal to feel risau or resah but dont worry too much cause i know you can do this gewe! Life is too short to worry about something that we cant control. Enjoy your last teen Farah!!! Perjalanan kita masih panjang dalam hidup its normal to fall down always/sometimes . We are learning about life hehe :") And if u ever fall inshaallah i will try to be there to help u to get up gewe. Whatever thats gonna happen i am very sure u can get throught this!! Farah remember this okay <3 YOU CANN DO THIS!! Gewe please take care of yourself no matter where you go . When there are times that i could not be there for you please dont push yourself too much or blame yourself cause i know you did your best and its okay to not be okay !! Doesnt mean when you did not get what you want you do not deserve it cuma masanya belum sampai. Maybe there are something better in the future for you!!! So dont give up on yourself and i know you have so much potential  because you are such a smart and a harworking person.  Just pray to Allah inshaallah he will show his way. If you did bad in your past dont look down on yourself okay just believe that everything happens for a reason and you can change the future not the past. If you ever feel like you at your lowest point i will always be  here for you just hit me up!! i will try my best to help you!!

Then, I want to say that im very very very grateful that i met you in my life :") You are one of the blessing in my life do serious. I will cry so hard  if i ever lose you. Sumpah aku rasa lucky gila that u became my best friend after what we have been through in the past :') aHHHH time highschool after high school,corona then asasi  tak sangka dah four years right?? heheh i remembered when first time aku jumpa kau sumpah garang siak aku mcm wth?? last last you have became one of the important person in my life :') look how funny and beautiful the fate is. Farah i really hope our friendship will last till death do apart us . Farah lets grow together!! Lets achieve all goals that we have in our life together!! So, bila dah tua sikit nanti bole ah kita make  ourself proud and also our parents <3 then bole la kita vacay sama sama pegi jepun kerps eheheh takpayah 'permission ' mak ayah kau lagi hehe,

I want to thank for every single moments that you have been there for me sumpah lepas high school aku tak sangka aku akan melekat dengan kau but right know im very grateful that we do melekat to each other . You have been there for me since the beginning and i dont know how can i show how grateful and lucky i am <3 You are such a caring , good adviser and patient person :'))  You have such a wonderful personality sometimes i feel like AWWW GEWE SJHJAJ,, Sumpah your advice is really really good and i swear to god i  wonder how your brain work sometimes i felt like you always understand me shasjhjshsajshj and i really appreciate it very much. Its like im very complicated person yet still you are still there to listen to my thoughts,, huhuhu gewe <333 Then aku nak mintak maaf kat kau bila kadang kadang guwe ni mcm over ke annoying ta amek serious ke  heheh  im very sorry huhu Thank you sebab bersabar dengan aku hehehe  

I hope that you will achieve what you want in your life because you have so much potential in yourself!!  I will always pray for your happiness, studies and peace <3 I want you to live your life at the fullest!! Dont restrict yourself too much okay gewe!! Just want to know you deserve the whole world <3 trust me when the right time come it will come heheh love you always gewe!!!<333 im sorry if my letter kinda terabur dengan englishnyaa  and im very sorry that i couldnt give you more than this i swear to god im very sorry  HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYYY AGAIN GURLL!!!<333 HAPPY NINETEEN!!!